Journal Six:Amanda Gifford

My favorite photo in Holding On was from Dick Zimmerman’s profile on page 140. The composition features dick on the inside of one of his caves sideways in front of the window. This position casts him as a silhouette as the light, mountains, and animals peer in through the open door. The door worn from its use through its existence the glass speckled with dirt and dust. A lock clinging on the hatch partly open on the wooden frame.  The tone seems to bring a sense of reflection of the solitude. The shadows and highlights have a dramatic effect on the mood being prominent in the black and white photograph. The viewer seems to be invited from the inside of the dark space to the lighter outside setting. The solitude drew Dick.  The hills allowing him an escape in isolation from the busy modern world. This picture captures his reflective pose in the darkness reflecting the isolation of self in his lifestyle.

What I’m holding on to is my passion of art that was greatly developed in high school. The world is shaped greatly from its influences from ancient works, the Renaissance, architecture to modern day advertising. It is a force when surrounded by, can be utilized by anyone to promote individuality. From pieces of healing created by survivors, to pieces protesting societal standards, and by the suppressed groups. Its presence is as important for the well-being of recording history and providing inspiration for change. In my high school years, it opened my mind to how standards are trying to suppress the free will of individual expression. The educational system changing standards subject wide, but mostly in trying to put bland standards in lesson plans. It is a place that strives for open thinking and creativity, but force minds in singular molds. My mentors would strive to reach around and encourage individuality in our art abilities. This encouragement led to my drive to exceed past the limits of my own expectations. This involved many evenings staying late to work on projects, individual and school related. The art club which was small, offered community to the art driven young minds. From painting a community mural for six months to smaller projects such as creating props for the school musicals. Persistence and dedication went hand in hand. My experience opened me up to the hardships of the competition and deadlines. When a passion is strong, it makes the accomplished tasks seem just that much larger. Inspiration is important in the upbringing of generational defining matters. It inspires me to want to be a part of a community that inspires young minds to make a difference which is bigger than themselves.

My mentor, Mr. miller and I after receiving the Art Student of the year award.